Diary+entry+1

Francois as Sara 

Diary entrance number 1  Dear Diary, today was a very stressful day, because many people had done bad things! I always try to get as less people as possible to prison but sometime it is not possible. I really hate those times! I had to work three hours longer than usually but I did not think that it was too bad. Directly after work my wife and I were invited to my best friends house.

His name is also Francois and I think that we were always supposed to be best friends since we are born. So, we went to his house and both women suddenly disappeared to the kitchen; and us men went outside where it was nice warm and we drunk a beer. After a while I started to tell him what I should have told him a while ago when he still could have changed my mind. It is my biggest secret and just two people know about it.

I am cheating on my wife. It goes since about 3 months, we met everyday. Sometimes she hit in the bushes and I told my wife that had to do some work in the garden or she came to my office. But I just could not keep it secret anymore. Francois and I talked a very long time and I told him that I really like her and that he should not tell anybody about it.

When dinner was ready we sat down at the table and the evening continued like it was supposed to. When my wife and I arrived at home we went to bed immediately; when I was nearly sleeping she asked me: did you see how Louis played? How he moved and how he hold her hand? I really know that she wants to have children. But did anybody ask me? I would like to have children with Chantal but not with Mona. I am so confused! Everybody gets the chance to be happy even Francois got the chance to have a child with his dream women.

I never had the chance to choose my wife. My parents promised that I would marry her for five cows, two pigs, and seven gooses. Actually I would have to go to her but she was already married once and she could not handle it with him and then they chose to make a couple out of us both. Chantal and I were friends since I can think. We already played together in the bushes when we were little the only differences are the games. I really enjoy the time that we can spend together.

The only problem is that I have to work much and that my wife could see us and then everybody would know and I would loose my job as a lawyer and Chantal would not be able to life, so she would have to die for our relationship. I always think about her and about the danger, maybe that is the reason that makes her so interesting. But I really have feelings for her. I wish you, as my diary, could be a person that can help me with all the decisions that I have to make. I have to go now but I will write again very soon!

Francois